The worst thing to happen to me in a long time?

So i broke up with my ex a few months ago. I wasn't in love with her but still sucks being alone after 3 and a half years w/e. I moved across the country to help out my pops with some things(I'm 22 btw). Anyhow I meet this girl who is amazing, she's more open minded then anybody I've ever met(and coming from so cal that says a lot). She's easy to talk to, very attractive, intelligent the works. I wouldn't say I was dating her so much as hanging out with her for a good month or two before finding out she's completely . well that's not the kicker just yet. So in my head I'm like dang really? Well at least she's one of the coolest chicks I know so I still hang out with her all the time, we go to bars together, buy each other drinks and all that. It almost feels like there's something more then there actually is. I have had more deep insightful conversations with her as well in the past few months then the entire relationship I was previously in. I'm starting to think to myself maybe she's not completely ? So she's kind of a free spirit and so am I pretty much(whatever that means). One night we were in my bedroom I wanted her to see "Cannibal the musical" because it's pretty funny if your into movies by the makers of south park and were watching it or whatever just got back from some bar where it was one dollar beer night. So basically I'm smashed(but I have a low tolerance anyway) She had just a bit less then me but I think drinks more often then I do. Were both in my bed watching the movie getting kind of tired so I turn it off. So she's sleeping over and we both have a shirt on and are in our underwear for bottoms. She's in my bed and I'm drunk enough to not have any fear to say anything(although with her even sober I can completely speak my mind unlike with anybody remotely judgmental) So our conversation in the dark with the t.v. off lying on the bed under the covers moves towards ual experiences. I figured there was no better time then now but to make my move. As I was talking about thing's I've done in the past I knew the exact statement to say that would make or break me. So I say it "well I've never kissed a before" *and gesture over to her* Her response which would be the 2nd line in my life I will never forget "I'm not drunk enough for that" .......ouch.....fml. I played it cool or w/e we still talked for a bit before going to sleep but I guess I should have expected it. I didn't feel like sharing that with family or friends but I really needed to let it out so if you read this thanks I guess.